FOOD for Thoughts

They say that when one is lonely, his mind tends to wander aimlessly around.
How true.
Since that fateful day, I have been thinking about all kinds of stuff, from relationships to work, from studies to slacking, from politics to moral values... and of course, about her.

Some people have asked me why did I gave it all up, why did i decide to move on.
To tell the truth, I have no idea.
Maybe I was confused, maybe my mind was robbed of sanity at the moment, maybe I just did what I thought was best.
But I know it is know use seeking what was lost; things will never be the same again. A relationship when broken, like the bond between Ladan and Laleh, will never heal again.

Maybe you are reading this, or maybe you will nvr read my blog again; maybe u share the same thoughts as me, or maybe, U want us to be together once more.
I dont know, but all I can say is that those days will forever constitute my happy memories.
I wish to be your good friend forever, but I am not sure whether even that can occur. For our conversations nowadays have become frighteningly shallow; it is even more awkward to talk to a best-friend-turned-normal-friend than to a stranger.

Sighz... shall not think so much, bad for both the head and heart. Shall concentrate on the great song I'm listening to now... dun remember the title, but it is undoubtedly sung by one of my last time favourite singapore singers, Kitchen.
Shall let the 'cooking' song lull me to sleep and relieve me of my misery-inflicting mind.

For sleep is the best remedy for a broken soul.