death

U knoe when death is approaching.
When the memory is fading,
When the breathing gets loud, hard and dangerous,
When the actions get retarded n strenous.
When the response is often absent
And when you wake it up, it remain silent.
Sleeping peacefully through day and night,
turning an unpleasant sight.

It is dying.
It was still alive n kicking a while ago, now it is almost going to die.
Much as I tried to rescue it, it refuse to budge.
Maybe it needs an operation.

I can still recall the times spent with it. The endless hours of pure computer gaming, while chatting with frens over the phone, or with a piece of apple in the mouth, sometimes carelessly dripping juices over its body. The times spend online, chatting with frens while simultaneously listening to Jay crooning a few songs in the backgound, or surfing the net for some information or nonsense. The times spent doing project, working through the night just to hand in the project tomorrow, or a stupid computer assignment.

And yes, of course, the time spent blogging on it. Who knoes, shud my last ditch attempt to extend its 7 years lifespan fail horribly, this may be the last post to commemorate its sad departure from this world.