Do I really know what i want?

Wandering
Like a leaf upon the wind
Aimlessly
Seeking a good spot to rest its body

I tried listening to my heart,
It ignored me with total disregard,
I tried to use my brain,
It left me feeling empty and drained.

Where, where?
I looked here and there.
Everywhere looked promising,
yet also equally menacing.

As time ticked by slowly,
The wind starts to pick up quickly.
It is either now
or I will never sample the sweet grass with the cow

Even if the ground turns out to be full of manure,
Dirty stinky and unpure,
At least i have once experience it,
instead of spending the rest of my life wondering if the grass was sweet.

Sweet or foul,
Only time will tell.
But at least i will have no regrets
Thinking what if i chose that.