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The worst thing that can happen to you is when you lose control of yourself.

The brain, unable to dictate the actions of the mortal body; the body gleefully and freely executes what it longs to do. The evils, the sins, which the brain has kept a tight rein of, are suddenly unleashed. Like a pandora box, all hell breaks lose, causing irreversible hurt to people around you. The burst of anger, the throwing of a fist at a friend., the shouting of nasty words... ah evil in its purest form.

Ever wondered why the murderer kills or the rapist rapes? More often than not it is the result of a weak mind, weak principles, weak willpower. The brain, being totally shut down. A world ruled by chaos, disorder. A world where hurt overwrites love so much that it no longer hurts. Can you imagine that?

You may think that time erases all hurt. But sadly there is always a scar which remains dormant, waiting to burst into action when the next moment of unpleasantness occurs. Like a radioactive decay, the hurt approaches zero as time approached infinity, but it will never cross the horizontal axis.

Recently, I have been less and less peaceful. A lot of times i was tethering on the edge of bursting into an irreversible sin, of planting that first seed of disconcord. I do not know why. Maybe I know why, but I'm just afraid to believe in it (dats another story). Things that do not used to bother me at all are swelling into irritating mosquitoes bites. Chill down, gayshot.

This is not you at all. Not at all.