Tuesday, January 02, 2007

The lost times

I enjoyed myself on this trip. Not the entire part of it though, but certain parts of it, are etched irreversibly in my heart. It may be the last time i can spend such carefree time with you all, maybe, this is the only regret that i have from this experience.

You know who you are. The bonds of friendship we forged, the countless laughter we have.. times of need, and the willingness to care and help for fellow human beings... it makes me even more sure of who are worthy friends, and who are not. To part with those whom i care for, it is indeed sad; but i am sure someday, somewhere, in this tiny planet we call earth, our paths will cross again, and we will have plenty to reminince about.

Isnt that a wonderful vision, one that may be i should say mysterious and romantic? To meet someone whom u once knew, with whom you had shared such sweet memories... i would go on to say that memories sustain a human beings; for this reason, i like to shop for presents, for it brings back intimate details of time you spent with a person; precisely for this too, i can stone staring at photos for hours.

On another note, I can say now i am completely sure i wan to quit from this. For i had seen how the house has been thrown into total disarray in my absence. Computers gone haywire, sickness, illnesses, miscommunication and arguments; i cant afford myself the luxury of 2 yrs aboard. I realli cant imagine wat will happen to them, to pple i hold so dear in my heart. Simply put, for you, i live; without you, i cant.

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